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I LOVE THEM!!!!

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Omg omg she is SOOOO sweet!!! I can’t believe it went so well. I was already on the line when they got on. the lady from the agency was a little late but we did just fine without her! I’m glad we seemed to just click. well me and the (Im)intended mommy! (Id) intended daddy didn’t say much lol. I think it was more for me and her anyway! I just can’t express enough how happy I am right now I’m so glad now that God had put the obstacles in my way that he did! Its all for the greater good! So for anyone not to this point yet we talked about basics our jobs having twins what we wanted our relationship to be like ect… I am so happy they want to be as involved as they can be and I want the same! So now its more waiting grrrr. I have never wished for a period to come but boy am I now lol!!!!

Match call!!!!

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Ok so I just got a email from my agency that we get to do our match call with the couple on this SATURDAY at 2:00!!!! I’m SO SO scared and nervous. I haven’t said this yet but I like them so much already they seem so sweet and loving in there information they gave me. Not that I didn’t like the other profiles I saw but the only way I can describe it is like house hunting. I really liked the first one and two but then when you see the next your like WOW this is really the one! I just feel it I know lots could still go wrong but I’m trusting God to send me the perfect couple for us and our family. I’m so very excited to hear their voices and talk with them I hope the conversation is easy and flows well. I really hope there is a connection for all of us. I’m most worried there will be a lot of awkward silence. I don’t know why I worry about that I mean I’m the most outgoing person ever lol. This is a huge step for us last time I got to this point they called the day before to say the couple had a family emergency and had to leave the country I hope I get no crazy calls tomorrow! Please keep praying and I can’t wait to update Saturday! !!!

I’m freaking out!

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Ok so they still can’t read my medical records from 2010!!!! So my agency emailed me and said if my doctor would talk to them then they think it may be good enough. I’m so worried my Dr is AMAZING and very supportive of this whole thing so I’m pretty sure she will be ok with talking to there dr but I’m still worried what if she dosnt I mean I’m sure this is a little beyond the call of duty… I just love this couple so much and don’t want anything else to screw it up!!! I mean everyone else seems to get matched right away and be on there way to taking meds and transfers. I hope my doctor is ok with all this. Ill try to keep everyone updated as much as I can please keep praying for me!!!

Crazy doctors offices…

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Ok so there doctor is trying to go over my medical records and they can’t read the ones from 2010!!! I did look at it and it is SUPER TINY print so I have tried everything to make it look bigger! Lindsay told me to try the u.p.s. store and sure enough they said no problem! But then when I got there she said nope sorry we can’t make that work grrrr! So I called and had them re fax I hope it looks better if not I don’t know what else I can do! I feel like I have been waiting so long and something just has to come and screw it all up. I’m ready to be pregnant and start shooting needles in me lol! Please remind me how excited I am for that when that time does come!!!! 

Waiting again…

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Ok well there is another couple that likes me!!!! I LOVE them I have a amazing feeling about them there doctor is going to look at my med records (I’m not worried) I have been cleared from some of the top doctors in the country already!!! After that as long as nothing crazy happenes ill be able to do my match call with them!!! I hate to get my hopes up yet again…. but I know God will bring me the right couple and it will be a amazing thing for all of us. They live in Chicago like the last couple so that’s great news!!!! I love the idea of them getting to come to doctors apointments and hopefully spending time together to get to know each other!!! I’m hoping to have a great friendship with this couple. I also had to take my psychology test and boy was that crazy lol. It was almost 600 questions all true or false but some were so odd like do you have unusual sex WHAT???? Lol I mean what do they think is unusual I think were pretty usual kinnda people! they also asked if I ever talk to people or animals that no one else sees lol and they asked like three times if I loved my mom! Good news I passed lol. I wanted to fill one out all crazy as a joke but I figured this was not a joke kind of time lol. So once my med records are cleared we can do our phone call and get moving. I hope this all goes fast I know they said it may take there doctor till next week to go over the papers but I hope he can make some time to do it soon I suck at waiting! So lets all keep praying and I hope I get some great news fast!!!

Doctors appointment today…

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Well I’m still waiting on the right match for me guys so not much news on that. But I did have to go to my obgyn today for a updated pap for the agency. I just have to say it feels so sad and weird to go there and not be pregnant the pregnant ladies were all so cute!!! I know I’m crazy but I CANT wait to be pregnant again!!! So lets all just keep praying the right couple is out there and they find me fast!!! I wonder if ita like finding a boyfriend or husband when you stop looking they just show up lol!!!

When will things get good???

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Ok so I am super let down. You would think I would be used to this by now but no I still get my hopes up every single time… so if anyone is keeping count this is now THREE couples that have decided to not use me! The agency said they have pleanty of other couples they can try to match me with. I’m just disappointed this is taking so long.. the first couple said they thought I lived to far away they were in new york the second was in California and had to leave the country due to a family emergency and the third didn’t like that I didn’t live in Illinois… so I will keep praying the right couple is just around the corner and this will all be worth it!!!

More GOOD news!!!

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Ok so me and ricky were able to talk about everything last night and I have too say we both like them. Soooo we are going to do a phone call with them if we both still like each other then we will be officially matched!!! Wow I never thought this would happen!!! I feel like things are really speeding up now I don’t know how much the couple would want me to share so ill just say they live in California lol. If things move along I may ask if I can share more on here about them. With talking to the lady at the agency she said that if things go right we could be doing a embryo transfer in JULY!!!! Wow that’s fast… I know they were already talking about contracts and lawyers. Thats the part I’m not excited about!!! That seems scary to me. I know its part of the process but I just know I’m not looking forward to that particular part… I am glad she said in her papers that she would like to have a friendship. I hope we can feel comfortable on our first phone call and continue to talk and build a relationship!  I really feel for this couple already it must take a strong marriage to go through the things they have and are going through. I hope I’m the one that can help bring the love and joy of a baby to them!!!

A baby story…

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I LOVE watching a baby story! Its always such neat people and storys. I think it would be cool if I could be on there show what a cool memory of a pregnancy!!! But I love the show more when I’m pregnant. I know I’m a crazy person but I just love being pregnant and can’t wait to be again!!! I should have been a dugger lol! There’s still not much news as far as my journey goes still waiting for a good match but I just keep praying that God puts the right people with me. I know once I find them it will go so fast! So I’m trying to be patient but anyone that knows me knows that’s not easy for me to do! I am amazed at how many people read this some one from Sweden… and I know I don’t know anyone there lol. so thanks everyone for reading And just keep praying ill keep watching a baby stoy lol…