Just waiting on there doctor to call and say all is good to go I’m not worried I know all is good in my records but I am sick of waiting. I totally thought I would have known something today. So lets all pray tomorrow is the day for GREAT news!!!
My hospital finally refaxed the 2010 record’s and the angency could read it!!! So they sent it right over to the ips doctor! They said I should be getting a phone call or email from there doctors office to set up my medical screening!!!! And also our phone interview to kind of meet each other!!! I’m hoping we get along well and then when we go to chicago for our medical screening I hope we can meet them there!!! I’m so glad I’m finally getting some good news. Thanks so much for all the kind words and praying that’s been going on. I can’t wait to help make a amazing family!!!!
Ok so they still can’t read my medical records from 2010!!!! So my agency emailed me and said if my doctor would talk to them then they think it may be good enough. I’m so worried my Dr is AMAZING and very supportive of this whole thing so I’m pretty sure she will be ok with talking to there dr but I’m still worried what if she dosnt I mean I’m sure this is a little beyond the call of duty… I just love this couple so much and don’t want anything else to screw it up!!! I mean everyone else seems to get matched right away and be on there way to taking meds and transfers. I hope my doctor is ok with all this. Ill try to keep everyone updated as much as I can please keep praying for me!!!
Ok so there doctor is trying to go over my medical records and they can’t read the ones from 2010!!! I did look at it and it is SUPER TINY print so I have tried everything to make it look bigger! Lindsay told me to try the u.p.s. store and sure enough they said no problem! But then when I got there she said nope sorry we can’t make that work grrrr! So I called and had them re fax I hope it looks better if not I don’t know what else I can do! I feel like I have been waiting so long and something just has to come and screw it all up. I’m ready to be pregnant and start shooting needles in me lol! Please remind me how excited I am for that when that time does come!!!!
Ok well there is another couple that likes me!!!! I LOVE them I have a amazing feeling about them there doctor is going to look at my med records (I’m not worried) I have been cleared from some of the top doctors in the country already!!! After that as long as nothing crazy happenes ill be able to do my match call with them!!! I hate to get my hopes up yet again…. but I know God will bring me the right couple and it will be a amazing thing for all of us. They live in Chicago like the last couple so that’s great news!!!! I love the idea of them getting to come to doctors apointments and hopefully spending time together to get to know each other!!! I’m hoping to have a great friendship with this couple. I also had to take my psychology test and boy was that crazy lol. It was almost 600 questions all true or false but some were so odd like do you have unusual sex WHAT???? Lol I mean what do they think is unusual I think were pretty usual kinnda people! they also asked if I ever talk to people or animals that no one else sees lol and they asked like three times if I loved my mom! Good news I passed lol. I wanted to fill one out all crazy as a joke but I figured this was not a joke kind of time lol. So once my med records are cleared we can do our phone call and get moving. I hope this all goes fast I know they said it may take there doctor till next week to go over the papers but I hope he can make some time to do it soon I suck at waiting! So lets all keep praying and I hope I get some great news fast!!!
Well I’m still waiting on the right match for me guys so not much news on that. But I did have to go to my obgyn today for a updated pap for the agency. I just have to say it feels so sad and weird to go there and not be pregnant the pregnant ladies were all so cute!!! I know I’m crazy but I CANT wait to be pregnant again!!! So lets all just keep praying the right couple is out there and they find me fast!!! I wonder if ita like finding a boyfriend or husband when you stop looking they just show up lol!!!
Ok so I am super let down. You would think I would be used to this by now but no I still get my hopes up every single time… so if anyone is keeping count this is now THREE couples that have decided to not use me! The agency said they have pleanty of other couples they can try to match me with. I’m just disappointed this is taking so long.. the first couple said they thought I lived to far away they were in new york the second was in California and had to leave the country due to a family emergency and the third didn’t like that I didn’t live in Illinois… so I will keep praying the right couple is just around the corner and this will all be worth it!!!
Ok so my California couple had to leave out of the country for some emergency so I will no longer be able to match with them… Now for the good news there is another couple that may like me from CHICAGO!!!!! How amazing is that!!! They would be so close. I really have to hope they like me now and want to have a match call with me!!! I HATE to say I like them better but I feel like they just fit better with what I was hoping for out of this experience. Their pictures are so nice and I feel like their answers on the papers were perfect. I’m hoping to hear something by tomorrow lets all pray real hard this is the couple for me!!! I can’t believe how many let downs I have all ready had. Who would have thought it could be this hard to have a baby for someone lol.
Ok so me and ricky were able to talk about everything last night and I have too say we both like them. Soooo we are going to do a phone call with them if we both still like each other then we will be officially matched!!! Wow I never thought this would happen!!! I feel like things are really speeding up now I don’t know how much the couple would want me to share so ill just say they live in California lol. If things move along I may ask if I can share more on here about them. With talking to the lady at the agency she said that if things go right we could be doing a embryo transfer in JULY!!!! Wow that’s fast… I know they were already talking about contracts and lawyers. Thats the part I’m not excited about!!! That seems scary to me. I know its part of the process but I just know I’m not looking forward to that particular part… I am glad she said in her papers that she would like to have a friendship. I hope we can feel comfortable on our first phone call and continue to talk and build a relationship! I really feel for this couple already it must take a strong marriage to go through the things they have and are going through. I hope I’m the one that can help bring the love and joy of a baby to them!!!
Ok so I’m TRYING to not get to excited but we all know its to late! I have someone else’s portfolio and it’s just as exciting as I thought it would be!!! I prayed Before I opened it. They seem so cute and nice from the pictures they sent!!! I really feel bad for looking it over I mean how sad for them to have to worry about how I feel about them!!! I get them looking at me. I mean the trust they have to give me. To make sure I am a good pick for them! I hope this is the start for us all and that God has placed the right couple in my life so that I can give them the best gift ever!!!! I’m SOOOOO glad I get to put some great news up now!!!!! Thanks everyone for reading and supporting me with all the good and bad times!!!!
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