I can’t sleep.

I’ve been awake since 2:00 am. I’m a bundle of nerves I guess. I am obviously excited but then I go through all the other emotions as well. I just keep praying my uterus and body is doing all the things it needs in preparation for baby. I wish I had better words to express the feelings I get before transfer. I just keep going over all the meds and knowing that I’ve taken them at the right times and days. I think is my uterine lining too thick? Or maybe is it not thick enough? (It was over 12 so I know it’s enough lol) Regardless I still think about it. I hope my estrogen and progesterone levels are where they need to be. Will the embryo/baby thaw well when they pull it out? I just keep praying for this sweet baby and hope that my body is exactly what it needs to be. I want my little womb mate to be extra happy and comfortable for the next 40ish weeks!

I’m trying to think all wonderful and positive thoughts. Karen and Rodger are so excited and I don’t want to let them down. Thankfully they do have plenty of embryos if one doesn’t stick but I have high hopes for this little one. ❤️

It’s now 3:30 am and I have to be up and getting ready for the airport at 6:45 so I’m going to try my best to rest and sleep. I’ll send this update out after we land in Chicago tomorrow.

Well we landed safe and sound. I never did fall back asleep but I did get to pray for the baby and transfer so that’s good. Tomorrow morning at 9:55 is when I’m scheduled so I have to start chugging water at 9:30! They want you to basically feel like your going to pee your pants before they do the transfer. 😂 Karen is going to meet me at the hotel and since the clinic is right across the street we will go over together. I got us matching bracelets for transfer day! I will give it to her tonight. Hopefully they brings us extra blessings and peace.

Tonight we are going out to dinner with everyone! Molly, Jon , Karen and Rodger. I’m excited to enjoy time together before our big day. We are staying at a BEAUTIFUL hotel in Chicago the peninsula this place is so gorgeous and has so many fancy tech things I am having a hard time figuring them out. 😂 We ordered room service for lunch when we got here and it’s all done on a tablet! Everything in the room is controlled with touch screens/buttons. Our bathroom has huge bathtub with a TV. It’s super nice and fancy and I definitely love it. 😍

I’m definitely still nervous like always but I’m excited to be here and have the opportunity to try to help. I have done everything I can and now it’s all up to God and what he will allow. I just hope he listens to me! 😂 Thank you all for your continued thoughts and prayers for Karen, Rodger, Ricky and Baby! I will update again tomorrow after transfer is completed and My Valium has worn off.

How cute are these 🥰
Driving to the airport
These are my giant butt shots that I swear Ricky enjoys torturing me with…
Chicago is cold and Ricky can barely keep his eyes open. 😂 not sure why he looks like this.
You can find me relaxing here later. 😆
This is my favorite little spot already for makeup and hair!

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