As planned Karen came over for us to test this morning. We tested at like 8:30 ish…. So we were not quite 4 days past transfer. Sadly it was negative this morning. The good news is we still have time and we can keep praying!!! My blood test isn’t until the 10th and I still plan on being pregnant for my birthday! 😂

Emotionally it’s hard. I know Karen and I want this so so so much. I really deeply wanted her to see the two lines first. Like a normal first time mom would. I wanted her to tell me we are pregnant and have a beautiful experience together. Something we could enjoy and cherish forever. It’s hard because my brain had it all planed out and it was supposed to be magical. I know even if I call her or face time her it will still be just as exciting and special. I just hate that my master plan didn’t work the way I wanted it too.

If I’m being honest I really think I am pregnant. I have had a headache the last two days just a little off and on. (I seem to get headaches with girl pregnancy’s) Jennifer reminded me of that! 😂 I also felt a little dizzy a few times yesterday. Then last night I woke up at 2:00 am SUPER nauseated. I couldn’t fall back asleep for over an hour. But I also just keep trying to keep my emotions in check because these darn drugs can make you feel ALLLLLLL the symptoms…. It’s honestly so hard to tell what’s real vs drugs.

I am going to just keep praying and hoping we get a line soon. Thank you all for continued prayers for us both. I can only imagine how much harder this is for Karen.